now let me make a not so short message for you...
hmmmm..... 

during the releasing of the teasers days i thought i wouldnt be a big fan of exo.. i thought it would just be one of those many boy bands that would be debuting and i really didnt mind much although i watched the teasers that were released.. but run and gun teaser came featuring you and kai.. and i thought that you look nice.. i didnt know that would be the start of me liking you so bad that i think there's a very big chance of me maybe in love with you.. but, oh well..

now for the past 2 years that i have been liking you.. i have never really seen you in person! you have no idea how i wanted to go in your concerts so much! every time youre here in our country i wished i could just fly to your concert and be one of those lucky girls who have seen you in person. but i cant. 
during your birthday last year- april 12 2013 i really wanted to go out with my friends who are btw also exo fans but i was diagnosed with Dengue! how ironic can that get? and this year, 2014. few days back i was thinking of changing my bias and leaving you! but... i didnt. i dont know why? i always go back to you...

because of exo showtime and other variety programs you were featured in, i have come to notice that you're a bit rude to your hyungs.. haha! guilty of judging! but whatever.. its my opinion anyways, as if it would matter.. You have no idea how i despise guys who doesnt have manners and are hella rude!! it is a major turn off!! but if its you.. i dont mind... hehe

anyways it your 20th birthday now! you arent a teenager anymore... you achieved so much at your young age and i hope you would still continue achieving the dreams you have for yourself.. i hope you would always be happy and successful! and ill get to see you someday,, maybe sooner than later and i hope that i might get to know you. like. the real you not just in those tv programs you attend. 

EXO fighting!!! 

HAPPY  BIRTHDAY OH SEHUN!! 

p.s. i love you ( i know, its weird- how can you love a guy you never really met? )