Friend or Foe?

hey, guys. had a bad day today. like really bad -_-. u see, its about my (ex) bestfriend. Her name is Zak. her name can be pronounce by the word letter of Z.

back to the story. we kinda had a big fight after both of us transfer to a new class but both of us still in the same class. when both me, Zak n Fatin (my other bestfriend) go the new class, she started to not talk to us. at first, i thought she got jealous of me hanging out more often with Fatin since she spend more time with Baijan (friend?).

i thought if i started to spend my time with her, she'll turn to her oldself but i was wrong. she just got worst. she started to hang out with baijan n leave me alone. i started to miss her oldself.

she was my bestfriend cause im her first friend when she moved to our current school when both of us 13. we got closer when we find out that our birthday are close. shes on Dec 12 while im on Dec 9.

i just love her so much u know. one day, we had a cold war. we dont talk to each other for weeks. i just shrugged it off n try to make the war end but she ignore me.

i asked her where did she put the rag cause i want to clean the windows. she said that she puts it at the non-used table at behind. the next day, i went to the non-used table cause i want to used the rag but theres no rag in it. i look everywhere but no rag.

i asked her again where did she put the rag cause i cant find it anywhere. what she said to me after that really broke my heart into pieces. she said 'how many times should i tell u, yanty (my real name)? i already said to u that i put it on the extra chairs. next time, please hear what im saying properly. r u a deaf or what?'

i was totally in shock that i almost teared up. did she forget that i sacrifice my time to help her in her most weakest subject? is she my friend or foe?

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hannaraisya #1
i'm currently going through the exact same situation chingu ah! :( i miss her so much, and hope that we can somehow connect and be bffs again. I'm actually thinking of asking her upfront myself. tell me whether or not i did something wrong to her, whether or not i hurt her feelings. But cause it breaks my heart to have a friend that i normally laugh with ignore me completely
wonderful_winter #2
stay syrong friend everything is gonna be ok !! trust me and i know when that one day she might feels how important you are !!