i'm screwed

I know that I have screwed up... I know that I am the one who always screws up... So just do me a favor for once and don't mention it?

 

Or well... Just ignore me...

 

Or continue telling me how I ed up and that what I did was a no-go... After all, it's not like I haven't heard it often enough, is it? It's just everyone around me whom I've met beore you telling me that I ed up and should just stop being here... Obviously, loving someone is wrong... And maybe you're right. Maybe I should just disappear.

 

Do you feel good now?

 

Good. At least one of us does. After all, it's not like I already know those things... It's not like I encounter them every day or hear those things every day. Yeah.... Thanks for reminding me again that I am the worst person ever.

 

Maybe I should just leave. That would make everyone feel better, right?

 

No. Wrong. There's one person who wouldn't like that.

 

Isn't that amazing? One person?

 

Yes. That is what happens if you up in life. You end up with one person and everyone tells you that it's wrong for you to be with that one person. And then you hear that that person might want to leave.

 

Now tell me - do you feel good? And if you were me - would you still feel good?

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shinee4ever2012 #1
Err im not good with words but you can talk to me if you want..whats wrong?