Ridiculous

My friends ditched me. Again. I'm seriously wondering if I can call these two people friends.

Class had just ended and we were packing up our stuff, putting on our jackets and such. I got a text from a friend, which I had to reply to, and did so fairly quickly. In the mean time, my two friends walk out of the classroom, not saying a word, and almost runs away. I follow them as I thought we would meet up ahead, someone might need the restroom. Instead, they walk very fast away, further and further away, not to a bathroom.

I get pissed off and decide to meet the friend I was texting instead.

Then, after about 20 minutes, I see them leaving campus, not saying goodbye to me, not texting, not a . I text them, in our chat group, that what they did was really mean. Of course, now 40 minutes later, they haven't replied although I know they've seen it. (Update: they haven't replied at all. During the whole evening and night.)

And tomorrow, I had decided to work out with one of them. I'm going to seriously put her up against the wall and speak my mind. This is so disrespectful and I'm tired of them shoving me out of the group. I freaking created this group! I was the first to talk to him, she came later, and now, it's only the two of them, it feels like.

Why, why, why? That's what's on my mind.

I'm so nice and funny, why can't they see that? Why am I always the one being made fun of? Why am I being shoved out when the three of us have so much fun together? Why am I the one on the outside, knowing you two are talking and having fun? I can be both funny and serious, there's no problem with me.

So, why?

Are they so insecure they need a punching bag? If so, I'm not gonna put up with it. I'd rather have no one in class than someone who pushes and punches me down. I have other friends on campus, just not in the class, and I'd be fine with that. I also have friends who doesn't go to school. Not a lot, just those I want in my life. So if it's necessary, I will end our friendship.

I refuse to be someone's punching bag.

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luhanships #1 Jun 17, 2014 21:34:48

ew man you need to leave them

Saranghaesnsd9 #2 Apr 10, 2014 20:42:37

Old friends leave so that new friends come. As sad as it may sound, it is not but human nature to leave things behind. We don't have a tendency of keeping things for a lifetime, like that toy you would have never thought you'd live without as a child that is now left behind at who knows where.

We get new friends eventually until we grow wise enough to know that the only person you'll have from the beginning of your lifetime to the end, is yourself. Soon enough, they won't matter. Look at the end of the race and don't let these people trip you. Stand strong and meet new people or at least wait for the ones behind you who have their arms open wide so just in case you fall, they'll be able to catch you. They are not worth a thought, or at least yours. I know you are frustrated, but I think you are happy. You are happy and you just don't know it. When you get passed this storm, somewhere inside your brain is screaming : I KNEW IT!

:D Don't overwork yourself. Some people are not worth your self torture. Don't let yourself be your own punching bag.