Stressed and Depressed
Cutting was the best escape in my life
but I can't do that anymore
i used to pour out my feelings to people
But they don't actually care
my mom found out about my grades.. And I'm not exaggerating when I say this:
my grades are horrible
i have like C's and below
i went to the doctor
they said I need to lose wight cuz I'm overweight
well I've been dieting and exercising but none of it helped me lose weight
today I went to the dentist
i have seven cavities
SEVEN
i brush my teeth for 3 minutes, floss, then brush again for 5
why do I have so many cavities?
my sister brushed for 2 minutes
My brothers the same
and they don't even floss
they have no cavities
im trying so hard but the outcome is
my parents have to pay $570 for my fillings
cuz I'm such a up
but in school I can fake that everything's okay
nobody asks so I have nobody to say this to
no one really cares
i ing hate myself
but yknow
just put on a smile, cute clothes, and act like you're the best person in the world
no one will ever notice
i act funny and stuff
but I'm just lame tbh.
Suicide seems like a good option again.
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