Why

Blog 10

 

I'm in one of those moods. All you depressed people know what mood I mean. The ones that just....


....they just.....


Get to you

Eats at you


You feel empty
Numb
Cold
Blank


It's like youre black hole. 


And there's nothing that you can hold on to

I hate this


Why can't I get better?!


I'm trying 

I'm getting out more. Laughing more. Hanging out more. Having more fun. 


Then I get alone for just a second


One bloody second

 

And all that I tried to avoid, all those feelings, rush back at me 

 

Then I'm stuck back at square one

 

 


You guys, I don't much how much longer I can do this 

I just want to die

 

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Accuse #1
You heard it many times before, but suicide is never the answer. As much as it may seem to get worse, it'll get better once you believe it'll get better. If such is not the case, then it could be endogenous depression, kind of hereditary, so you should consult a physician or a local therapist to help cope. I wish you the best of luck, and just remember that you're never alone in the fight against depression. There is always a helpig hand to save you from the depths of your spiralling, chaotic voids. There is always light at the end of a darkened tunnel. Seek and ye will find. -from a random loser
DragonTopsThePanda #2
I felt like this yesterday. I even thought about killing myself. I knew that once it blew over though, I'd be fine. So really... Just breath, go look up some happy/funny things. I know it'll be difficult, but it'll blow over soon.
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