Hi,everyone!

It's my FIRST blog eveeeer~~
I'm sorry that it's long,but I really hope that you will read it till the end.
Comments will be very appreaciated!

Hani (not her real name) was my childhood friend and we knew each other since we were in diapers.As we got into Middle-School,Hani was known as the top student in my class and almost everyone wanted to be her friend.
I didn't really care,as long as I'm her 'bestfriend'.
But then,this one day,I asked Hani if I can borrow her notebook as I wanted to read her Scince notes.
I finished reading it and was just flipping through the page and saw something hurtful.

I was not her bestie.

I was just a classmate.

Hey,I know it's lame but it's not for me.
It was pretty much everyone that hates me in my class,and I don't give a damn about it coz I thought I had a friend ready by my side.
But I guess I was wrong.

It was my classmate;Dayana,'s birthday,which was a month after mine.
Well,actually Dayana(also not her real name) was Hani's bestie.And of course,she recieved a birthday gift from Hani.

A month later,another classmate of mine,Anna(let's just say that none of these names are theirs) recieved a small gift from Hani and I was confused.
It was not even her birthday or anything.Hani then said that she just give as an advanced birthday present.
I can't help it but tobe dissappointed.I didn't recieve anything from my childhood friend on my birthday and the others,who only knew her for six years,recieved something.I didn't want anything big,just a birthday greet would do.

I've tried to find new friends by Twitter,websites,and all,but it didnt worked,so..I'm ...kinda lonely now.

Can anyone help me?