So, here's how it all started.

My senior and my classmates kept bullying me and I decided to move in to another school. 

And so I was a new student, in this school, people kept talking to me, they asked me my interests and etc. And BAM! I have bestfriends. 3 bestfriends, I never felt happier, because they always do some crazy things with me, talk about boys, idols, gossip and take pictures and selfie with me or hangout at the mall and restaurant. 

Like, I have never have any bestfriends like them, I know I'm overreacting because maybe some of you have much better friends than me. Yeah, so I hangout like 4 times A WEEK. And I consider it as my daily activity because after school we always hangout at starbucks, watch cinema or shopping. 

But one day, I got messed up so bad. I tried to be popular in my new school with a lot of effort, so I dyed my hair chocolate, and I suddenly never even do my homework, the teachers there already knew that I'm the 'badass' student and my grades went so low making my parents scolded me, and suddenly my bestfiends shut me out, they ignored me they even block my twitter, instagram and etc. I never knew the reason they do that, but all of my classmates starting to ignore me that day. They say I'm the new student who's a . And they didn't explain to me why they call me a . And I knew I was all alone. I have no one to talk to. I was so messed up. And I started to ponder for a moment of why the hell did I want to be popular in the first place? I have friends and people who love me. 

And then the next day I got bullied, they insulted me, and even pulled my hair and scratched my face, and I have NO ONE to help me or even talk to me. I cried in my room the whole night, trying to figure out how to solve my problems when I didn't even know the root of it. What was the first move I have to make? How do I even apologize when I didn't know what I've done wrong? And I decided to absent for a day to clear my mind. And decided to transfer to another school, but of course my parents didn't allow me so I go with the flow.

2 years they insult me, giving me an icy glare, bullied me.

And I finally graduated, I'm in the top 10 of 900 student. I was so happy. I finally realized too, that I studied like there's no tomorrow, to fix my grades and to graduate with honor without caring about my friends. Because.. I have no friends!

So, I've refreshed my life and started something new.

I like the new me, because it's a less-depressing than the previous one.

And I'm happy now, I don't even think about my past anymore. At all. Because the past, is in the past. And we can't change it.

And so I hope there's a lesson in my story for every one of you. :3

So, annyeong~ ;*