April 4, 2014, 9:38am:

I received a text message form an unknown number saying that Tiffany and Nickhun are dating. Really don't want to think it was real and I was convincing myself that it was just an extended celebration of April Fools' Day.

But the way my heart was pounding says otherewise so I quickly grabbed my phone and logged in on my Facebook account and BOOM! My newsfeed was already filled with this heartbreaking news that KhunFany is official.

So... what now? I already have plans on continuing my fic this summer after such a long time but that news jjust had to come out. I don't know if I can still continue with my story like I intended to. It's just that I find it awkward to write about Tiffany and and my OTPs now that I know she's dating. I don't think I can even read and enjoy TaeNy, JeTi and YulTi fanfics after this.

Sigh.

Will I ever get over this? I hope so. For the sake of my readers, I want to...