I'm so worried. 

Even though I hate my mom for being so naggy and a perfectionist...She's still my mom. I can't help but to worry...I just can't imagine life without her.

My mom's in the hospital right now, undergoing operation. She's getting the lump on her thyroid removed. 

I just hope she'll be strong enough to make it. 

I'm such a bad kid. Making her yell at me 24/7...making her worry...giving her a hard time...

I regret it all.