So I atteneded the Teen Top concert on Sunday, 140330. It was the happiest day of my entire life. I was probably one of the luckiest fans. I got so much fanservice from the boys ;;;

I have a whole fan account on almost all the cute things that happened during the time I was there with them. I forgot to add in the parts where they looked at me while I was trying to take a fancam and almost dropped my phone. 

Thanks Daniel.

But now, I'm sort of in pcd (post-concert depression) and I don't know what to do. I just feel... bleh. It's kinda the feeling where you're just lost and don't know what to do. I feel so annoying towards everyone. I have no appetite. I'm just... I don't know. 

No one is going to read my posts on here anyways. So it's like a quiet place for myself to just spill all my thoughts.

There's this girl on my tline who's really annoying me. But we're friends. I like her and stuff but she needs to shut the up some times. 

I'm also rebelling a lot these days. I'm just so tired of everything. Tired of people. Tired of school. Tired. 

I lost 4lbs but gained 1lb back after receiving mother nature's surprise 3 days ago. I'm doing better I guess. Just really tired. And sick. 

I'm just sad now that I think about it. But also very happy and content. Well, sort of. I want to see my boys again. They were so gorgeous. I got so much attention that I'm just so grateful for. Oppa noticed me. And kept looking at me. I'm very lucky indeed. 

Well, I should probably go do dishes and wash up for bed. I guess I'll continue to write these personal entries here. Since no one reads them anyways. Goodnight.

-Jae