it's as the title says. this is basically what this blog will be about. 

ok so my friend like some guy ok? all three of us are like hella close. it's basically a love triangle I guess? See she likes him, but guess who he likes?

that's right, me. well, that's what she thinks because he always talks about me apparently idek but idgaf bc I don't like him, lol. he's like a year younger than me plus she's like 2 years older than me. so technically the dude is like 3 years younger than her. which I'm not judging, lol. 

so we're on kik, just in a normal group chat. this was yesterday, April Fools Day. We were just talking, like normal teens ya know? but then i made a joke, just because it's April Fools Day and the chat was turning really awkward. So i made a joke. The joke was that I was gonna send her picture to the guy she likes (which is him in the group chat). The picture was her in a crop top so basically it's showing her stomach. Yeah I know, you're wondering "why does she have a picture of a girl showing her stomach?) it's okay, i have lots of peoples selfies when they send it to me. It's pretty good use, just like now. Anyways, back to my story. So, I was counting down to 10 so she can admit that i have her "" (which is the picture) and until like 4, she started yelling. She started yelling at me about me sending her picture and blah blah blah. And this is all in the group chat, with the dude. 

This rant is basically about the fact that she changes her personality as soon as he's around. If it was only me and her, it would be a normal friendship kind of talk. But if it included him, she would change into the most iest person I ever met to me but she'll be the nicest person ever to the guy. 

See, if we're really close, i'll call you bae ya know? it's a habit. So i called the dude "Bae" on accident. And i told her i called him that on accident so she won't misunderstand. and then i said "it was on accident so calm your heart girl." and guess what she said? "Ok." <-- proves as jealousy right there.

She's basically letting some dude come between our friendship. Yeah I get that they met first and then i popped up out of no where, but it doesn't mean you can just let some dude come between our friendship just because he might sort of like me (i doubt it though). 

ugh i can't stand this! I REALLLLY want to ignore her. or just basically cut her out of my life. i want to do it to the dude too, BUT HE'S SO CONVINCING I CAN'T DO IT. I TRIED. I TRIED SO HARD TO BE MAD AT HIM. BUT HE'S SO CONVINCING AND UGH. 

Like, he'll notice if i'm mad at him because of my "actions." But she won't even notice until he tells her and she'll pop out of no where and be like "What's wrong?" smh. people nowadays.

Why can't I just cut them out of my life?! why is it so hard?!

Thanks for reading my long rant. What I deal with everyday. Please leave some comments or advice about what i should do please! i'm seriously going to go crazy one day OTL.