Hi flyingbubblesny! Are these things happening just out of nowhere, unintentionally? I've had these thoughts before, even when my life was normal and I believe you're not sick as long as it isn't long termed and serious to the point you want to turn these illusions to reality. Don't be scared. From the sounds of it, you seem to be having nightmares? Try to calm yourself before you go to sleep, drink some hot milk, read a soothing book or even some nice happy fanfics to calm your mind. Sleep as much as you need to, and I hope things get better for you, because it must be stressful. You can message me privately if you want to talk more about it etc. ? I hope you have a good day. x