Currently, I am writing a story called, When Your Strength Fails. 
It's about baekyeol, it's a very sad story.. I've only posted chapter 1 but I've written many.. 
After writing the chapter when Baekhyun goes into relapse, and Chanyeol doesn't want to loose him, I spent the whole day feeling dead inside. 

After writing the death scene, I felt as though I died with the character. I love writing, the problem is, I take it too deep. Maybe I'll end up with depression from one of my angst stories one day! Who knows... 

My next story will for sure be something happy and comedic like my previous one I just finished today, Let's Stop Pretending. It's a Taoris. Yes there are sad angst parts.. But it's lighter I guess. During the time I write a story, my whole life changes. I become the character. 
Scared. 
Funny. 
Happy. 
Depressed. 
Energetic. It's crazy. It helps me write from their view better. But when I'm writing this one... This Baekyeol story is so hard to even write because people loose loved ones... I promise to write another happy one after this everyone! I don't want everyone being sad. Baek and Yeol are alive. Wait, let me rephrase this, I do want you guys to be sad. I want you to want to rip the brain tumor out of Baekhyun but know you can't. 
It's how Chanyeol feels. 
But I don't want it to take happiness away from your life with whoever you have near by. 
Understand?
Sorta? 
Kinda? 
Good 
-Hayan.