I just don’t get it. Yes! We are ing friends and friends are persons we are happy to be with but then why can this happiness with our friends don’t last long and that ing trust you both build for over the past decade are not that strong as you see it to trust and understand them and treat them like your family member. It seems the time, even if it’s a decade or century there are still a moment that the mutual understanding and that trust you’ve had still not enough, still not enough to find yourself confused and irritated, easy to believed that it’s okay because he or she understand me, he or she knows that this is me, this is my attitude, he or she knows that what I said is only a joke or if its “below the belt” you’ll explain and say “sorry”.

It’s so disappointing for “a very long time friend” to not confront you in times that he or she was upset of what you did but instead spilling it indirectly that hurts so much. It hurts to know, that somebody outside or inside of the circle know his or her disappointment about you without you knowing the issue. So immature! So childish! You’re seeing him/her smile at you; you’re thinking its okay, you’re face is goofily happy and content that everything is alright. BUT it’s NOT!

There are no PERFECT in this world! There is no perfect FAMILY, FRIENDS, PERSONS and everything. We are all NOT PERFECT! We lie, we insult, we betray, we are greedy! We are all selfish! IT’S A FACT!