I still didnt know what was my feeling towards him. Whether it is just a relationship between brother and sister or it is more than that. I always want to contact him at noon, night, even in my class, during my free time of course. I keep thinking about him. Just by that, i smile like an idiot, remind a conversation with him. If i got problem with him, the whole day, i being moody. i easily get a mood swing because of him. yes because of him. but if i'm really fall in love with him, i dont think we can easily get together. It just because we're to different. Both of our family might be not like it. 

i try to hold myself from texting him, but i end up texting him. 

i like him maybe!