Heartbroken

okay,so how do i start this? hmm...oky when i was 9 years old,i had this guy friend named Daniel.We're friends but we're not that bond till middle school came.It all started this year when we're in the same class.Then,we're getting really bonding.We even whatsapp each other.Then,I played this game called High School Story and I made a character of him since we're officially called best friends.Then,in my game,only 3 guys were there and the mission says to make 3 couples and none of the girls in my game fit Daniel so i had no choice but to make him with me.I took the courage to talk to him about it and he said "okay,we're kinda meant for each other"(well not in the couple way but just the game)...Since then we kinda use each other words like he called me "sayang" and I called him "baby" (I know it's gross.Trust me,i hate it.But he was the one being clingy)...Well I don't do couple so we're just doing that for the sake of the game.That's all.At school,we're being very close to each other since he sits at a row beside me(well our class table was arranged like a box,long story) and people thought that we liked each other or anything.I don't like anybody right now but 3 people,Lee Jong Seok(^0^),Do Kyungsoo and Zhang Yixing but i do care about him(he's my guy bestfriend for god sake,and yeah i care about people other than me) but i hated it.He doesn't even care about me at all.He also has a crush on this girl a year younger than him but to me she's really not that pretty...Offense...I don't have feelings for him and i will never.Now I'm mad at him really bad.I made a vow that i don't wanna talk to him until he realises what he had done.When we chat through facebook or whatsapp,he always replied late bcoz of his (Video making,mdim bla bla...his interest in making videos bla bla) stuff and i'm always the one who started the conversation(like i'm always said hye to him) even if i tried to let him said hye but he didn't.Jerk face.Now for this 1 freakin week,i don't wanna talk to him.He doesn't even appreciated me and now i'm bailing him.He doesn't even notice how much i cared about him.I'm always the one who comforted him bcoz he was ignored.Well,boo you but in my life i always got ignored.It's like i don't even exist.Well actually only my closest friend and I(I don't believe in best friends,even the closest will still be called as "Close Friends").I'm definitely one of the lamest person in my school bcoz of my looks.But he doesn't even notice that,how stupid is he?Well,the conclusion is when school opens,i don't wan't to talk another word with him.(well unless it's school related)He's a jerkface who doesn't even appreciate the ones that cared for him the most.I hate him.Hmm i don't do couples and I don't even wanna called him "baby" anymore so don't you even dare to "sayang" me again,jerkface jackass...I'm tired of you.Boys just are all the same.That's it.But what should i say to him?What should i do?I can't forget about it and it hurts real bad.


 

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