I made the mistake of telling my grandma I was looking for an apartment so now all I hear about is how I can't afford it and I'm going to be homeless and I should just stay at home. I've been saving up for a while now-- not a load or anything, but I can pay for rent without a job for a little while at least but Christ can I try first? Trust me, now that I'm not going to college I'd love to stay home with my grandparents where I always have a bed and food but that's not ing healthy. I will abuse it-- I will want to stay in my room and only leave for food and I can't do that. I am going to go insane if I don't start feeling productive.