guys.

i'm in love.

eeks.

oh my gOD HAVE YOU SEEN KIM SOO HYUN GAH

ywcfts is seriously, by far, the most intriguing series i've ever watched! goodness.

i'm not sure whether others who have watched the show tried to think in depth, but i went to research for extraterrestrial life. and i thought i would like to share;;; i mean no one reads blogs like c'mon it's reality but really guys please hear this out! i need to pass my feeeeeeels (not flu mind you) to somebady else.

so i read this kids' encyclopaedia thing that's snugged in a corner of my storeroom for god knows how long, and they had something written on space. some of you guys probably know this already but wE ARE ON EARTH WHICH IS 1/8 OF THE SOLAR SYSTEM AND THE SOLAR SYSTEM IS 1/MILLION OF GALAXIES AND GALAXIES ARE 1/MILLION OF THE MILKY WAY AND THE MILKY WAY IS 1/MILLION OF THE UNIVERSE;;;;; what is this sorcery. if all galaxies worked like the solar system, there are probably an infinite number of planets that supports life, just like earth. think about it. there are many, many of us in the universe, and not just on earth. we are all finding a way to connect with one another in in the universe, just like how we find a pathway to connect to other countries through the internet. apparently, our current technology still does not support such convenient message carriers to other planets. we've sent a radio message (those of you who take up physics in college knows how radio waves work) to inform and detect life. BUT IT SEEMS TO TAKE 25,000 YEARS FOR THE MESSAGE TO ARRIVE AT A DESTINATION AND FOR IT TO RETURN BACK TO EARTH IT WILL TAKE ANOTHER 25,000 YEARS. by the time we all perish and sleep in wooden boxes, we'll never find a do min-joon. (omg do for do kyung-soo)

when i read till here, it was the first time i feel the need for an eternal life. i was intrigued with the fact that humans can't live forever, so i went to research about death as well, this is out of topic, but hear me out. aPPARENTLY WE ARE DYING A SLOW DEATH WHEN WE INHALE OXYGEN. we all know oxygen supports combustion, so when we take it in, (sorry for the unprofessional laymen terms) we all wrinkle inside and die. just like an apple exposed to air;;; 

and then i was curious about death, about afterlife (or lack of thereafter). i've thought of this many, many times. what happens after we die? do we just sleep forever in carved wooden boxes under layers of mud? imagine you sleep forever. this sounds extremely immature, but i was afraid i get bored after death if this was afterlife. i get this exasperation and desperation (eeks this rhyming system ) to get up and carry on with life, but no, death holds on to you in a death (lol pun) grip. if reincarnation was the case, then the feeling of not being able to remember your past lives sets my thoughts on fire. WHAT YOU MEAN I CAN'T REMEMBER THIS INSTANT! YOU MEAN I'M GETTING AMNESIA FOREVER? yes, apparently that's the case. <

i guess that's why do min-joon did not wish to associate himself with others in his 400 years on earth. death is an ugly and meaningless thing, and humans are caught in a cycle of abyss. 

this is getting way out of point (i've warned you) and before things get out of hand and way too philosopical and try-hard, i wish to convey my gratitude towards those who have read through this pile of idek what. this is exactly how i thought i felt towards life, and i thought it held some similar linkages to min-joon's. and here is a pile of i-think-it's-pretty-beautiful-but-it's-definitely- after thoughts on you who came from the stars.

sooner or later, time is going to push you away from him, further and further, till he was just another spark of light in the universe.

the couple is like a pair of lines, who meet once and never again. 

he was just like a tree by the side of the road, still and not moving. you came along like a race car, fast and passionate. you guys meet along the road, speedy and easy, but time will make you leave quickly too. and soon he becomes a passer-by. do you even remember seeing him? no.

LAHV EU FOE REEDIN,

BTO