hurting... so much pain...

I've never been this hurt in such a long time. I'm on the brim of crying. Its 11:30pm Sunday night. And I talked to Bob for a while and every thing is well but he's like a straight guy.

He just want with a girl.

I sitting here crying thinking about cutting my self.

Why does it still hurt?

He told me he didn't like me anymore.

But I still think he could be the one why?!

I'm just gonna lay down while crying listening to 2NE1

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WhatsOnTheCeiling #1 Mar 17, 2014 01:13:05

Hey hey hey no person is worth hurting yourself over. Im sure there are better people to comfort you than us, but you're going to be fine! Don't let this one guy bring you down, there are plenty of better people! You deserve better, please don't have those kinds of thoughts. I may be late to the blog, but just know that you're stronger than this. You'll be fine, you'll meet better people, people you deserve. I hope you understand, if not were always here

Shawol360 #2 Mar 16, 2014 22:57:33

It sounds really cliched, but believe me when I say that time is the only thing that will make you feel better. Right now it hurts a lot because you care so much and probably can't imagine yourself loving anyone the way you love him. But you are an important person who deserves to be loved and you need to make sure you don't forget your own value. Don't hurt yourself because he doesn't know your worth. Stay safe.

Spirithelvenkpop #3 Mar 16, 2014 22:37:47

Oh don't cry!!! >.<
I understand it hurts, but it's the only way to make you stronger. Like the saying "no pain, no gain". It's saying like the things we go through has a reason behind it, a lesson.
So don't cut or self harm yourself. If I was there, I would comfort you, but I have to do it by text. Just cry out your pain and soon that pain will go away. It may take some time, but I know you can get through it.
Saranghae oppa!!