Slowly, you helped me be a better person

you fixed me....

 

only to break me.....again....

 

You're making me hate you...and I'm hurting.

because you know I can't...

 

I'm not mad at you...I'm just hurt.

how can you laugh while I'm suffering?

Do you really care?

Did you even mean what you said that you won't be like the people who left me?

 

You're gonna be ok. You're gonna be fine after this...

but what about me?

what about me?

 

"Please don't leave" you said that. Remember? so I didn't. I stayed.

 

"Why are you doing this?" I asked....but you said nothing. 

 

It's better to know the reason why you're hurting,

than, 

pretending that you're ok but deep inside you're wondering.

 

You told me you wouldn't let me be on that lonely road again...

but you made it much worst...

You kept me high...

and left me hanging....

falling so hard in the solid ground.

 

Are you happy? 

 

Cause I was thinking...what have we done wrong? 

Was the friendship we shared can't be fixed?

I tried driving our friendship alone...It was fine at first but,

as time goes by, you seem so distant. Doesn't it bother you that we were not as close as we used to?

 

 

With every word left unspoken,

MY heart remained scared and broken.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

And now that I'm gone...I just have one last wish...Don't you ever blame yourslef...just don't repeat the same mistake twice.

I love you, I miss you and I care for you still...

Goodbye, Friend...I wish I could call you that again

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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I want to dedicate this to a friend who passed away not too long ago.

I really cried at her story. I felt how hurt she has been suffering all her life.

I honestly can say that we're not that close....but it may be the depression that made her talk to me that night at the park...

two lonely souls, searching for their light...and sad to say that she had lost hope finding her light.

 

I was amazed at first because she wasn't crying as she was telling her stories and I am...but then, a thought hits me hard...

Maybe all the tears that she cried all her life are now dried up and gone...and she could only laugh and chuckle bitterly because she can't cry...not anymore...

 

I was shocked after I recieved the news that she died...she left me a letter...telling me to find my light and......."Don't do what I did."

The letter's still here...but the owner is not...I wish wherever you are. Please know that I am and still be your friend even though we've only just met.

 

I hope you're now happy...wherever you are...

 

A friendly reminders to those who treat their friends like this....it's never to late to say that you care and.....explain things when you're asked to,even if it's hard, just try if you really care about your friend. Because you'll never know when they'll be out of your life...forever.

 

and to those who are being treated this way....don't lose hope....at least try to stay alive....