We broke up

I have a boyfriend since july 1, 2011 then last march 23rd, we broke up. For good. I don't know what to feel or what to do that time. We just talked seriously and decided to broke up. We've been together for almost 3 years and wow right? But you know, for the past months we've been having fights and that's one of the reason why we broke up. We really can't forget past issues with our relationship. We've been through a lot but I think that time we can't survive that obstacle. It's almost a month and luckily I am okay. Honestly. I am sad or lost sometimes but not the usual reaction of ending an almost 3 year old relationship. My friends would always asked me, why am I not crying or mourning or whatever but I am asking myself that same question everytime they asked me. I don't know why too. Why am I not cring? why am I not mourning? whyyyyyyy? I HONESTLY DON'T KNOW TOO.. 

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strafield #1
I..i want to help.. but i dont have any idea what should i say..
Uhmm.. because.. uh.. idontknowhowitfeelsbeinginarelationship /breaths

uh.. so i guess good luck on ur next relationship? :)
hyemi_shawol
#2
unnie no need to cry..u will make yourself look really weak infront of your friends and him....well I have 4 years relationship and he want to broke up with me just because his ex came to our school...seriuously I feel like I lost something in 1st place but yeah my BFF always by my side and now I move school just because I don't want to see that jerk face anymore...unnie don't cry ok..u're strong..
shining_writer #3
Why would you want to cry? It is okay if your reaction isn't like one of a typical breakup. Your breakup is a calm one, you talked through it with your boyfriend. It is okay if you do not feel sad. In fact this means that both of you have handled this situation in a good way.
AptonKey #4
I'm on my first relationship now. And to me it doesn't seem like such a change from best friends. I just blush constantly.
I think I can see how you aren't showing your emotions. In my opinion you don't know how to feel.