I Had the most strangest dream in my entire life last night.......

 

I dreamt that I was walking around turning my head left to right as I felt tears streaming down my face. I didn't know why I was crying, it just happens to go like that. I was in a most terrible state ever (But not very terrible though), I was wearing a white dress holding a teddy bear in one hand.... and I was screaming:

 

"D.O-ah!!!! Kyungsoo-ah!!!!! D.O-ah!!!! Kyungsoo-ah!!!!" 

 

I didn't know why I was screaming his name while crying. I only see D.O as my big brother since my mom wanted him to be her son. Suddenly I saw this small stairs that leads to... a... I don't know... I think it was a small room. When I went inside the room, I saw a boy and girl talking. The boy had long wavy, jet black hair and was dressed in black; I think the boy was Korean since he had pale white skin and those chinky eyes and he was older than me since he looked like a 17 year old. I didn't make up the features of the girl though, it was hard to remember. I went near the boy, I think the girl left already since she wasn't there anymore. 

 

I asked him "Where's Kyungsoo-ah?! Where is he?!" I held him on his shirt as I started crying again but this time very loudly. He only looked at me with his questioning look before saying "I dont know, who's Kyungsoo?" I pushed him then cursed at him very loudly.

 

"ING HELL!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHO'S KYUNGSOO?! HE'S MY DAMN OPPA AND YOU ASK ME WHO HE IS?!?!?! WHERE IS KYNGSOO-AH??!?!?!?! WHERE THE IS HE?!?!?!?"

 

I pushed him very hard until he fell on the floor. He cursed in pain since he had a hard fall then I ducked my head in shame before saying "I'm sorry... I threw my anger on you" I wasn't crying anymore; I didn't know why. I suddenly ran for some odd reasons. I ran.... away from him...

 

"Dianne wait!"

 

I heard him call my name but I just ran and ran ignoring his presence behind me running too. He kept on screaming for me to stop but I didn't listen. Not until I saw a figure ahead of me. The figure was smiling, he was waving at me too. He had the most angelic smile every, his smile was like a smile from an angel and I knew right then that it was my big brother waving at me.... Kyungsoo...

 

I ran towards Kyungsoo but stopped when I felt something drip on my tummy, my hands.... and my face. I looked down and saw that my white dress was already covered in blood... and the teddy bear that I was holding was replaced with a..... knife..

 

I looked ahead and saw the most horrible thing ever... Kyungsoo... looking at me as his clothes where slahed and covered with blood. His wounds matched the knife that I was holding. But he had a smile on his face... But it was a painful smile... nit until he said

 

 

"Dianne-ah, dongsaeng, saranghaeyo.... I hope you will love oppa the way I love you arrasso... I will always guide you up there in heaven... Don't kill anyone anymore okay? Annyeong"

 

and that was it.... I can't remember anything afterwards.....

 

 

 

 

 

 

THAT WAS THE MOST HORRIBLE DREAM EVER!!! I WOULD NEVER KILL KYUNGSOO!!!! HE'S MY (not biological) BROTHER!!! 

 

I think this dream was a lesson. In real life, I do have a big brother, he's only 2 years older than me. In the past, we bicker at each other like it's the freaking World War 3. Sometimes I wished that he was better off dead... But it was all in the past. Maybe I dreamt this dream to know that my brother does really care for me... He might not show on the outside but maybe he does.... I still don't know okay since he gotten really nicer for the last 3 months and we got a little closer since then... We havent fought in 3 months (That's a new record). Maybe my brother is opening up already.... and I'm glad that I had that dream.

 

 

BUT I WISH IT WONT HAPPEN IN REAL LIFE!! I'M NOT A SYCHO FOR PETE'S SAKE!! I DONT JUST GO AROUND AND KILL KPOP IDOLS FOR NO REASON...

 

 

 

 

I'm not that crazy.....