HI GUYS!  *sigh* soo..im writing this because i wanna ask something. There's this guy, I met him a year ago and he's my classmate. From the first day i saw him, i can tell that i'm interested in him. But, as time passes, little did i know my friend said that she likes him.

That's when my heart felt like its gonna burst. Then i thought that maybe he will likes her back bcuz she is cool and i should back down. But then, my friend said that he's dating another guy. 

Although , i still wanted to forget my feelings for him bcuz i thought that it was childish to fall for someone. It was easy bcuz we were not really close. After a year, this year, WE, me and him are still classmates. And the thing is, that he sits right next to ME.

Since that, we're started to get close to each other. We would fight and bickering about childish stuff. When i get to class early, i don't know why i always look for him. And when he does something that's cool or funny, i don't know why i always wanted to be the first one that clap for him.

And when my other friends say that we're together/dating, i don't know why my heart feels dissapointed when he said that it's not true.

Can u guys tell me why? T_T im really really confused T_T