if.
lately i'm having troubles on understanding myself
(given the pressure of choosing a course for college)
idk. it feels like i'm losing my interest on the stuffs i spend most of my time into
like making graphics, for example. it's been more than a month since i closed my shop
and i joined only 2 graphic contests to 'preserve' my skills
i still make graphics these days but
idk, it was like i wasn't pouring my whole heart into it?
i don't know why.
i'm sick right now and there's a lot of things going in my mind
i can't stay still idk
i need another diversion but i don't know what to do
i hate this feeling.
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