I don't know what title would I put in this blog but I put that anyway, it's kind of related.

So lately, I've been up to short-term relationships. I've never been in a long-term relationships in the first place. The feeling that one day I think I love him so I grab the chance and be in a relationship with him but after a few days, I will realize that I'm being insecured everytime he always call me. Well I know its given if you're in a relationship to contact each other but I really get annoyed if he will call every now and then. So I think what I'm feeling is not love, maybe its a feeling wherein I really wanted to be loved. I know I'm stupid. Some of you may say, "Why agree on dating him, if you'll break up with him later?". My answer to that is I don't know,yeah foolish. Not even knowing what decisions to take. I tried to break up with him as soon as I realize my true feelings because I don't want to hurt his feelings anymore and I don't want to fool myself. Being insincere with saying I LOVE YOU is the thing I wouldn't do. When I say I love you when were dating, I'm being sincere that day. Maybe I just really lately realize that I love him but not as much as he loves me.

So, I decided not to date anyone until I realize that I really love him. I hope my decision is right.

Any opinions guys? or any violent reaction?you can rant me if you want. I just want to have a "wake up call" for my foolishness. I just need some advice from you. Thank you,in advance, for those who will respond to this blog post.