Hi everyone. This is Tiffany. I know I haven't been updating my stories and I'm afraid I have some unpleasing news. I will be on hiatus. I don't know how long but I wont be here for a while. I will be back someday, but there is no sure time on when. It could be a short few months... or very very much longer. 

I could be writing this for absolutely no one to read. I could be talking to no one right now. I am hesitant as I'm typing right now. I know that I have a couple of readers who like reading my material and look forward to my updates so I'm writing this for you guys. The ones who actually care anyway. I didn't want you guys wondering why I wasn't updating or thinking I just didn't care anymore. I actually really do. I like making stories. Coming up with crazy ideas and making it into something someone may enjoy. But I'm sad to say that mentally and emotionally, I'm not in a place where I can do this the way I want to: with enjoyment. 

I guess you could say I've been in and out of this horrible state of sadness.

Now, before you read on probably thinking I'm leaving AFF because I'm sad and depressed and I just can't go on with life any longer, I promise you that's not the case. 

Matter of fact, I'm kinda happy. About what exactly? Stability of the mind. That's right kids, Tiffany has got her together! Haha.

The reason I say this is because I was always so uncertain about what I was feeling and why I was feeling what ever it was. And that frustrated the hell out of me. And on top of that, I had so many insecurities that added negative emotions to those uncertain feelings. So I was basically an emotional mess. But no one else knew that. I have a bad habit of keeping things to myself and bottling up these problems. And then when I finally explode, I just lock myself in my room and cry until couldn't breathe. NOTE TO ALL PEOPLE READING THIS: THAT IS A TY WAY OF HANDLING THINGS. LIKE. REALLY TY. 

As of right now, I'm in a way better place. Thank God! I'm in a place where I know exactly what my problem is whatI need to do to get to where I want to be in life. So that leads me to why I'm leaving.

I want to lose weight, live a healthier lifestyle, and overall be a better person. I want to better myself. I want to be a blessing to others. Be proactive and get out there. I just don't want to be the same person I am right now. And in order to do that, I've got to take the first step and get rid of distractions. And AFF is definately one.

I'm doing this for me. This is something I have to do. I don't want to be miserable anymore. I'm 15 dammit! I wanna live comfortably. This is my desicion and I chose to become better.

I thank you for your support. I will be back. And I will be better.

-Tiffany 

PS, When I come back, I will have a rewritten version of 'ILSTMFP'. I know you guys like it but I think it . COS will be updated when I come back as well.