Hey hey hey guys Im back again Ive updated three or two of my stories. I am really exhausted the past days and school is geving us alots of projects and homework out of a sudden. Its really stupid, I cant update because of that I am sorry. I am really busy with my auditions too its killing me how much I have to practice, my throat is soar :( it hurts because when I try to hit a real high note my voice fades away or it becomes really weird and starts to hurt. I'll try my best to update more for u guys ^_^.

I listened to SNSD's 4th minialbum and its awesome, I like their song back hug and mr. mr. though back hug is a really cheesy song haha. Now Im still waiting for the musicvideo Im kinda mad at SM because they didnt release it in time and all. I heard its going to be released in March YAY I hope so. I really cant wait to see them all again because the teaser is giving a good impression about the musicvideo. I miss Taeyeon, Sunny, Jessica and Tiffany singing so much and seeing them in musicvideos. Taeyeon is really good at Breath together with Jonghyun. They kinda look cute together hehe ^_^ (but Taeny and Sunyeon is cuter keke)

Thursday is my birthday so I wont be updating that day since my friends will come over and stay for the night and go home next day around 2 pm or something. Saturday I wont be updating neither because my family will come to celebrate my birthday. I hope u guys can forgive me ^_^. When Im fully back again I'll promise you guys that you wont regret waiting for me ^_^ I'll make it up to you guys

These are 9 of the 12 reasons I smile:

If you would ask me to name all the things I love about these girls I would be going on for hours but there is one thing I can say what I love about them. I love them because they are down to earth, they are funny and show the fans they care about us, they didnt turn into selfish people they just think of themselfs like one of us and that is what I love so much about these girls. Though Taeyeon cant show her feelings well and Jessica is being called ice princess (she isnt an ice princess though she is really kind and shy from the inside), Sunny's aegyo is getting on everybody's nerves sometime, Yoona is already dating someone, Seohyun isnt the most confident person in the world, Sooyoung is a shikshin, Tiffany sometimes impatient, Hyoyeon doesnt really stands out so much and Yuri... Well its Yuri I dont know what to say about her she is always the same I cant find anywhere when she is not smiling and not hyper and all but this all doesnt makes them unloveable. They changed my way of thinking and because of them I am not afraid to show my real self (tomboy). They showed me its important to be who you really are. Its weird to say all of this but I had to tell it someone and since I almost never talk to my family nor friends I decided to put it here because when I am writing I feel like all my worries fade away the same goes when I listen to music, play the piano or sing. These are 9 of the 12 reasons Im still alive and that I smile.