So making this as my personal blog and stuffs. Sorry for all the drama. its cause its the only place where none of my friends (that I met in person) are in here so they won't know and stuffs. Maybe one but I don't think she reads the blog post (I hope so). So first of all bawling my eyes because It's my dads Birthday in a few hours. two hours to be exact. And I am not with him to celebrate his birthday! I miss him so much !! I'm in the Philippines and he is all the way in Saipan! So lonely without my immediate family and I really don't know where else to put this >.< This is the only place where I don't have my family and friends as friends. Some of my friends do read here but I am not sure if they have accounts here. To all who are reading; Mianhae. I know its not where I should put this. 

On a lighter note, I am excited to my trip to South Korea! I would be going back to Saipan on April and my stop before landing there is South Korea. My daddy is still looking for a flight plan that would make me stay in South Korea for a day so I can go out of the Airport and spend a Day out in Korea. After a month and a half in Saipan, I'd be going back to South Korea to LIVE there! I AM SO EXCITED! At the same time depressed because I will be leaving my friends behind. I put a Kpop Organization at my college two months ago and I found out that I'll be leaving soon so I'm leaving the Org to the remaining members. I'm still convincing my parents if I could just stay here in the Philippines for one more year to finish my college and I hope they see my side. I only have one more year till I graduate and I need to finish my On the Job Training before I graduate. Hopefully, they agree but I still need to finish my subjects. My aunt does not have faith in me that I would finish all my subjects on November next year. I'm set to prove her wrong. I did it before and I will do it again. 

I couldn't put all my feelings in writing this. its just that I'm not that open. I just wrote the general. Having mixed feelings also is in play so I really don't know how to describe anything at the time. sorry for being weird >.< I hope I update my story soon. TeeHee :")

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