So my boyfriend lives in Shanghai, and I live in Wuhan.

He is a few years older than I am.

But that's not really my problem at this moment in time. 

Now, usually, I am pretty good at giving people relationship advice, and it's okay for me to allow other people to be happy. But I feel now, that I can't have happiness myself.

So my problem start with this:

I think he is starting to ignore me. And it's really making me feel down.

Like, lower than usual. Down.

Why? 

Because I really love him.

And I feel like I am going to go crazy.

Thanks, you jerk.