So it begins. On December 21, 2013. We met at a partyish gathering thing. My cousin who was taking to her guy, said that he had a friend and told one of us girls to go talk with the friend so he won't be so lonely. The girls hesitated. I said "omg its just talking hes not going to kill you" lol since none of them wanted to go,  I just went, because it was just going to be a friendly talk so he won't be so bored. It was fun talking to him, we got know a little bit about each other. later we exchanged numbers, because of course we wanted to keep in contact. Lol so he left the party. And that night I got a text from him asking if My friends and I wanted to chill at his friends house. I knew who his friends were, So it wasn't like we were going to go to some strangers house. Lol but since it was to late I refused the offer. He and his friend was only visiting town for a few days,  but within that few days we hung out and built a stronger connection. My friend lets call her, rose. Rose told me that her guy, and let's call him tim. Tim told her that his friend,  the guy I'm talking to, let's call him, Eric,  likes me. I didn't care about it much. But as they had left town and went back home, which was 7 hours away from where I live. Eric and I talked though phone, texting, and skyping. Every night. Long story make it short. We skyped, talk, text as if we were dating, Eric and Tim both came and visited rose and I couple times again. And that's when I realized maybe I do have feelings for him too. So the last time they came and visited, after they left home,  he started to not text as much, he'd never asked to skype anymore, he just started to ignore me. Or take hours to reply back on text. He started to show less interest,  So that's when I realized,  he does know that we both like each other now, and maybe he realizes that his feelings weren't as strong as he thought they were. But we kept talking. Sometimes id ask him, Why does he keep taking hours to reply back, he'll just say he's busy. I just told my self not to take it to heart because I used to do that to him to when we first started talking. We had a serious talk about this before to and I thought it would've changed things but it didn't. He's those people who knows how to make you feel so special, but also knows how to make You feel like crap. So a couple nights ago,  I asked him if he was going to come visit for Valentine's,  he said no because my parents won't even let me go out. I told him that they will let. But as Valentine's day came he wanted to play the ignoring game once again. So that's what he did. He used to get mad at me for not texting him, it wasn't mad in a bad way though,  it was like mad in a cute way. I also know that he is sometimes jealous of other guys I hang out with. I find it cute.   But yea Valentine's day.  I texted him. And he, I guess hes probably out on a date or something. Idk if he had a date or any plans.  But he dislikes how I'm always assuming and over thinking. He always tells me I'm the only girl he's talking to. Of course I don't believe him cause he ignoring me. That's why I'm always assuming. But what ever. So he ignores me for the whole Valentine's day yesterday, I waited and waited, and waited.  I even stayed up until 1:30am waiting if he'd reply to me or even call me. He never did so I gave up.  Went to bed. And woke up this morning with still nothing. February 14, 2014 the day he has hurt me the most.  Maybe I should just stop talking with him. I seriously don't know what to do any more.  If you guys did read my stupid love life story. Please give me some feed back please. There's happy times and upsetting things that happen that I didn't mention in the story. This is Just a brief summary of what's happening. But please, if you guys could give any feed back to me I'd be thankful.