So... I'm here to get something off my chest. Feel free to hit the back button.

well my mum broke her collar bone like a well a couple of weeks ago a since it's just her and I at home, I have to do everything and look after her yanno...

so my friend asks me if I wanna meet up with her/them and my first thought is 'yes omg yes' but then I remember - someone's gotta cook tea, wash up and do all the my mum can't so I have to decline. And... It's just depressed me a little. I know it's rather selfish and I probably sound like a brat but... Uh it's pissed me off. Even if my mum was fine, all if been doing my whole life is wasting away indoors... Part of it is because I life so far away from my friends but...

I don't even know any more. I was just so hurt that I had to turn down my friends (it was also something we had planned for a while). Just a bit sick of it now... But I'll keep it to myself, cook dinner and pretend everything's fine. It's not for much longer either. I hope.