okay this is probably late but better be late than never right? XD i had to do my homework first so....anyways, 

HAPPY 4TH ANNIVERSARY YONGSEO! <333

four years idolizing and spazzing about you guys had been a really great experience. thanks to you both that i met some awesome new friends that i have a lot of common with. although there were some days that i doubted you, you never stopped giving hints and made sure that gogumas like us would get it. you've inspired me to learn new things and thank you so much for that. without you both, i would have been sleeping right now, not knowing what to do when i wake up. i love you YongSeo. you guys are always taking care of your fans and now i am giving back the favour although i am not even sure if this message will reach you. think of only happy things and plesae stay healthy :))

alright. there's a big possibility that yongseo wouldn't even see this but i just wanna share it. and when the time comes that i doubt them again, i would look back to this day and remember why i love them. well okay then, see you!

oh and i don't think i can update this month. homework just keeps piling up. i literally cried when i saw how many books i had to take home and my friends panicked xD well, anyways, i will try finishing up the final chapter though. if i get it done this month, then that's good. but don't expect too much. love ya'll <333