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❝An unrealized reality❞

Username: queenqis48

Nickname: qis

Activeness: 10

Birthname: Laila Boonyasak

Nickname: Laila

Birthdate + Age: 6 July 1996 + 18

Birthplace: Thailand

Ethnicity: Thai

Hometown: Udon Thani

Personality: "Judge me all you want!" This is what she has in mind whenever she sees the disgusted faces people pull to her direction. She couldn't care less what people talks about her. She knows that even if she was nice, people would still judge her so why pretend to be the good girl when you aren't? Laila don't mind people cursing at her cause she could just do the same to them and she is not afraid of who they are, be it a police officer or someone with a gun. Laila is far from feminine, there's no such things as heels and make up for her. Sports? Chess? Nope, she's going for music, blasting songs on her headphones either with MayDay Parade, Linkin Park, Pierce The Viel or We Are The Blog.  Laila is passionate, the most energetic when she's planning for trouble. A smirk, a little lift on her left eyebrow is a sign that she had done something that would cause so much problem. Laila is somewhat a flirt, she knows she could get attention when she wants to so why not? The boys loves the thrill she offers them. She knows how to play the love game and she uses this opportunity to make use of them to do things for her. 

Laila is the epitome of a bad girl, the girl that can shout at her own teacher or even principal, a person that skip classes just smoke in the girl's toilet. She doesn't know why but the feeling of doing things that others are afraid to do makes her feel a little superior. In class, nobody dares to approach her and the teachers who once always punished her is not bothered by her presence anymore. They let her do the things she wants because they know if they were to say anything to her, she would make things worse than it already is. Laila has a very strong opinion on things, she will 'bark' at anyone who tries to go against her opinion. Never was there a time where she goes easy on a person if she hates them. The lightest thing she would do to a person she hates is pushing their head, the worse thing she could do is beyond your imagination. She had once put someone to a hospital because of a small argument. If she hates you means she hates you, there's no turning back. One good advice to people is, STAY AWAY from her unless you are somehow handpicked to be her friend.

Something that noboy actually knows except for those who are close to her in the orphanage is that, Whatever she is doing is actually a type of self-defence for herself. Peel the thin wall around her and you can find a weak, full of fear person who locks herself from the wall because she is afraid something like the past would happen again. She had rather distant herself from people and make everyone afraid of her rather than letting someone in and get herself hurt again. This side of her is the soft person that she is, someone that is tired and so vulnerable that gets affected by small things in life. 

Background: Born into a second world country, Thailand, it was difficult to survive. She is still surprised how she could still be living in this world after going through too much hardships in life. She remembered it like it happened yesterday. She was 9 years old, her parents came back home drunk as always, smooching on each other in front of her and she had to lock herself in the room because she was afraid that their mood would change just like all the other days. Her parents would kiss each other so passionately but the next minute they could start fighting as if nothing romantic had happened to them. That night, when she locked herself in the room, her parents kept on knocking on the door and when she opened it, she was dragged across the room. Her hands were tied and she was struggling trying to release herself from her father's clutches but it was too late. Her parents injected her with drugs that night but they don't even realise what they were doing because they were high with drugs too. When she woke up the next morning, she was in the hospital, she was told her mum is dead and her dad is warded because he was overdosed. She thought after that day her father would change but she was wrong, it grew worse, she was nearly ually abused by her father but she managed to escape and went to an orphanage. It might not be allowed in America but in Thailand, you just need to enter the orphanage, discuss with them your problem and if they feel like they want to take care of you, they will, if not, they'll ask you to find another place to stay. Laila was lucky that she found an orphange that would take her in on her fifth try, they supported her with food and drinks but the environment wasn't that great, she was left alone most of the time, being the unwanted person in the orphanage. Eventually, she got tired, she stood up for herself, transformed into the rude girl that she is now, she cursed when she needs to, she'll fight when she wants to. She shows everything way too clearer now and she uses troubles to get attention. A very recent trouble that she has put herself into is stealing money from the orphanage and leave for her alone trip to Korea which actually leads up to a trip with Mario when they met in the plane.

Likes: (4+)

• PostRock music
• Skateboarding
• Watching horror and thriller movies
• Pranks
• Dark Chocolates
• Playing the electric guitar
• Converse Shoes
• Travelling around Udon Thani
 

Dislikes: (4+)

•Sweet Drinks
• Peanuts
• Skirts
• Exercising
• Seafood
• The colour Pink and anything neon or bright
 

Fears: (3+)

• Put into solitude (away from human interaction), she doesn't want to be left alone because she needs at least a strong person to carry her sorrow.
• Being ignored by people as it would make her think that she is unwanted and if whatever she can never gain any attention already, she is probably going to lose herself
• Apologising and feeling so bad about things that she did. She doesn't want to feel miserable and guilty and she doesn't want people to think she is weak.
 

Habits: (2+)

• LIfting one of her eyebrows when planning something 'evil'
• Blowing the tip of her hair when she is bored.

Hobbies: (3+)

• Cloud-watching on her own as a way for her to escape a little from reality.
• She loves to play the drums and guitar, a hobby she picked out whilst listening to the music in her playlist, when ever she plays the drums or guitar, it feels as if she can reveal her feelings/emotion for the day.
• Strolling and skateboarding at the park as it was a way for her to think and cool down, the only sport she loves.
 

Trivia: 

• She has a a lot of scars on her back because of the violent abuse when she was a kid.
• She doesn't start a fight with people but people sometimes asked for it.
• Her attitude has made lots of people wrong her in so many ways and she was once asked directly if she had slept with almost everyone in school but she didn't answer that, she is still a .
• Laila pirced her nose but after not wearing a nose pierce, the nose hole closed by itself.
• Laila matchmaked her friends and they are still together till now, what people doesn't know is that she is very supportive of relationships and always tries to make things work for them.
• Laila goes for chocolate for comfort when no one is around.
• She had tried wearing makeup but stopped halfway because it was too troublesome and doesn't fit her.
• She is not ready for a serious relationship as she is afraid of commitments and how her partner would feel and think about her.

Face Claim: Jo Eun Hee

• Lee Da Som

Style: A dark and preppy outfit, to be more specific, grunge outfit. EXAMPLE

Anything Extra: A lot of scars/wounds at her back.

Family: 

Father | Chusak Boonyasak | 43 | Unemployed | No longer meet | 0 | Alive

Mother | Woranut Wongsawan | 40 | Not applicable | NA | 0 | Dead

Friend: 

Close friend | Mario Maurer | 18 | Student | Very close with each other, she always tries to get him meet up with girls but he had always rejected them all. He does a lot of things for her. She can depend on him for things that she doesn't ask from anyone such as hugs and she is comfortable enough with him to cry in front of him. Sometimes would fight and argue and sometimes are just too close that nobody would think they even argue a lot | Closeness(5) | Alive

Friend/Enemy | Nao Tisaonart | 18 | Student | The only girl that Laila feels comfortable with, Laila has always been there for her but it was rare that she is there for Laila. However, they do have a positive relationship, only that Laila hope they can be closer. | Closeness(4) | Alive

Love Interest: Mario Maurer

Personality: Mario is someone that is very honest, he will say anything he thinks straight to someone's. He thinks that honesty is better than backstabbing. He loves to be with people that are loud and positive most of the time because he doesn't like to ponder onto things that are too mellow. Mario is a sweet person without trying hard, his caring nature has led him to be there for most of his friends and he rarely ever abandon anyone he knows. He can't stand unconfident people and although bubbly, he is quite shy at approaching first unless it is really necessary. Mario always takes the iniative and he believes girls should show that they are strong even if they aren't. 

Status: Seat Mate

First meeting: A first day of school, the time where everyone meets someone new and Mario wasn't really looking forward to communicate with anyone new at the moment because of the argument he had with his mom in the morning. Mario came into class and quickly took the seat at the back of the class. Soon after, a girl sat beside him, she lands her head at the table, claiming that that seat beside him is going to be hers. From that day onwards, they were just seatmates and nothing less or more. They never even introduce themselves to each other, there was no chance to do those things actually since she would most of the time sleep.

Interaction: At first, he didn't like her that much and he doesn't pay her any attention but after the coincidental trip to Korea together, he found her to be an observant person. She was fun to hang around with but was too wild for him to catch up. Laila and Mario was very honest towards each other, they don't hesitate to say anything to each other at all, be it an insult or a compliment. It was actually Mario's idea to do it that way, being honest that is, and Laila thought it was great. Through the Korea trip, they got really close with each other and find themself somehow being dependant on each other.

Backup Love Interest: Zelo from BAP

Personality: He is not your typical guy. He studies well, mingles with girls well and he have his gentleman side that swoons girls away. In one word, he is a romanticist, he has his way with words. Zelo is not someone that is easy to manipulate, a person with a bad temper but he has been keeping it low these days. Zelo is someone that pries on the weakness of a person and he work on his moves based on a person strength and weakness. Zelo loves to go around skateboarding and he likes going to underground gigs. He has so many things he wants to do and sometimes he doesn't know what he wants to focus on the most. 

Status: Complicated

First meeting: Laila look at her phone when she heard a notification on her Kakao talk. It was the same guy that texted her last month for an exchange language exercise. Laila smiled and read the meassage he sent. 'When are we going to meet?' it was the same question he asked yesterday. It was difficult for them, he is in Korea while she is in Thailand, it is difficult. 'Soon, I hope' is all she could reply. She was dying to meet this guy named Zelo. They were only able to talk through text and never had an opportunity to vid cam themselves. Laila is still waiting for the day when she can meet personally with Zelo. She is going to Korea for a holiday.

Interaction: Through text messages, he has always been sweet to her, listening to her stories and giving her advice, she has done the same thing too. They were not that good with english when conversing with each other, since both of them aren't that good, communication though text somehow can make them understand each other. Zelo has shown quite an interest on her and she too admit that she is about to fall for this guy but something is stopping her. Maybe, it's their nationality and culture. or maybe it's just because of the person she dreams of

Love Interest: Kim Jong In

Personality: A person that goes with the flow. He would do anything with her no, no restraints, no rules, he goes with anything. She has always dreamt of freedom and he was always there with an image that she has in mind. He was willing to fight for her, cry with her and be the one she leans on when times gets rough or when times was perfectly fine. He puts her first before anything else and that is what she needed in life to be honest, she wants to be the priority and he is giving his all for her. He is her dream and he seems like her reality too.

First meeting: "Let me take you where you want to go" was the first thing he has ever said to her when she was crying all alone in an alleyway. She doesn't remember how she got here and how long has she been here. When a stranger approaches and say that he would take you anywhere, it's logical to run but somehow, she stayed and took his hands and they vanish, vanish to the place where she wants to be at the most, a beach were no one is there to disturb her. A place where she can be with someone she loves the most and spend all day just doing random things together. That beach is where he brought her and he spent the day with her, just like how she dreamt of but is he the one she loves the most?

Interaction: He likes to caress her cheeks and stares into her eyes. He doesn't allow her to do things that are a burden to her. He likes skinships, holding her hands, kissing her cheeks and stealing hugs from her once in a while. He can't keep his hands off her. And, she likes it, she feels loved and she likes the attention that he is giving her. So, she decides to do the same, an eye for an eye, a kiss for a kiss, a hug for a hug and a love for a... love?

Backup Love Interest: Suho

Personality: He is the gentle person. He refrains her from doing things and he replaces what she thinks to good things that she has never thought of. He moves her to a place that she never has, mentally. She never thought that there was a more gorgeous beautiful side in her world. He changes the way she talks and behave, he chowed her that things are not always bad and there are things that is so much more beautiful than the place she is in if she broadens her view. 

First meeting: Laila was alone, in a dark places where she ran into because she was scared. She didn't know where she is but it was the only place that was fine to her. Laila thought this dark, untouched building would be ugly on the inside but as she walked further into the building, it was actually well kept. The walls are clean, the floors are tiled, there were furnitures inside and when she wanted to walk further, she heard a piano playing on the other end of the corridor. She was curious and she followed the sound of the piano. It was a very beautiful melody being played and she finds herself enchanted by it. When she arrived at the end of the corridor, she opened the door, the piano stopped playing and a guy stood up, his face, clean shaven and he looks right into her eyes. He gave a gentle smile and said "I thought you would never come.." his voice was sad and she felt bitter all of the sudden. He went closer to her and pulled her into a hug. "You've suffered enough, stay with me and I'll make it all better, I promise."

Interaction:  He likes to do the smallest things for her and that smallest thing is something that remains in her memory for example; He would tie her hair for her, whispers softly into her ears and he would read her books to sleep. He especially loves to kiss her forehead and he likes the fact that he gets to fiddles with her fingers and she likes the way he does it. 

Comments: My character is from Thailand and I hope my reality love interest could be someone from Thailand so that it is realistic. I hope it's fine but if it isn't and if somehow that is the only thing that makes my application lacking then I woul

Scene Request: Kai and her spent their day together doing things that she wants to do like wrecking into someone's party/wedding and get drunk and then teleport to some other place for fun. They even went to a famous celebrity house and raid his wardrobe, messing up his closet. All those things that they did felt so surreal but somehow the feelings she felt, the happiness and the ease that she longed for felt so realistic as if she really did all that.

Mario was going on a blind date that Laila set up for him. he wasn't paying attention to all of it but was looking at Laila who is looking at his table from afar. Laila warned Mario that if he were to leave the blind date again, they won't be friends. Mario couldn't take it and stood up from his seat, ignoring the girl he was having a blind date with and walked straight to Laila who wanted to hide herself. He pulled her hands and walked out the cafe. Laila was angry but she doesn't know that Mario was much more angry than she was. He couldn't just stay quiet so he confessed to her how he felt towards her and Laila, doesn't know what to do. They were quiet for a while, awkward silence and Laila finally told mario to give her time to think because she was having thought about the man in her dreams.

Password: The most beautiful things in life are not seen but felt only by the heart.

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