I am a terrible person

Well, the title says it all.

Im a ing terrible person. Wanna know why? I'll tell you why.

I have been talking to this girl for a few days now, she has some family trouble and i offered to listen to her when she needed to talk.

Things were going good in the beginning, she was opening up to me and all. 

BUT,

Stupid me just had to get sick so we havent chatted for a few days. 

When i got up this morning/noon, did some stuff and finally decided to check my aff, i saw a blog post from her. 

It was kind of depressing to say the least but it was personal so im not gonna go into detail.

Long story short, she was talking about someone that had been leading her on and giving her false hope. Actually, being her last hope.

 

 

And i think that someone is me. 

It could be someone else, I really hope it is, but I just cant shake the feeling it might actually be me. 

That was never my intention, leading her on. I just wanted to help in some way. 

So yeah, this is the reason for me staying awake till 3 am, writing a blog post, 'cause I'm too chicken to talk to her, as i wonder if i had actually helped her ir not. 

Im feeling terrible and i just want to go hide where no one will find me T_T

I really feel terrible. I never wanted to hurt her. I just wanted to help.

 

I just wanted to help.....

 

There is no reason that i should feel bad, it may not even be about me

 

 

Right?

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illuminousink #1
have faith in yourself. if you did nothing wrong then there will not be anything to worry about. you know to yourself that you really are helping her and you know that you had something going on in your life too. but remember that she might still be waiting for you. she might even be missing talking to you. you'll never know until you try to talk to her. she'll surely need a friend, especially at a time like this.
Gwentree #2
Ask her. Then you won't have to worry if it's not you. If it is, tell her what you told us. She'll forgive you.
remilovesyou #3
you are such a sweet heart you really are I just want to hug you so bad.
oppach #4
You are correct--it might not be about you. Send her a message. Don't be too scared. Don't assume it was about you and just send her a message. Maybe apologize that you didn't get back to her when you planned on it. *hugs*
bringnse-xsebaek #5
Ahh, I've never really talked to you, but don't blame yourself.
If you truly do feel like it's your fault, or if you still want to help, you really should message her and clear up the misunderstanding. Say you were sick, that you're sorry you weren't able to talk to her, but that you still care.
Don't feel so bad, alright? ^-^
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