Just because I have to.

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I really need to vent out. I have three organizations right now + acads which keep me inundated and unable to update.

I so badly want to write but have no idea what to. Been uninspired, but snsd's voice moves me so much right now. Unfortunately, I still have to finish reading three presentations for our exam tomorrow. With that being said, I'll move on to my tirade.

So, I was assigned as a finance head for an organization project. This project is kinda huge for my film org since they do it on a yearly basis and it is really major. I deliver. Problem is, I am unable to help much this week since I've signed up for our other org's first aid booth for the upcoming fair. I have a daily 12mn-5am shift which will surely tire me out plus I'm the team leader on the last day and that's the day that occurences are slightly expected to worsen. Ugh. I've put a lot of responsibilites on myself and it's my fault. I also have a video presentation due by the end of the week and an exam tomorrow and on monday next week.

I feel fine except for this recent unsettling sensation in my gut, due to the head of our organization project who's kind of giving me the cold shoulder. He used to be really nice to me especially when I was still an applicant to the org last semester. I just feel discomfort whenever some ties become rusty or are in danger of getting severed. Aaahhhh, I'm losing my head. He may be just stressed, but still. Anyway, I'll see him tomorrow. I hope the money I've collected pleases him enough. I'm getting scared. He used to be such a sweet and friendly person, but the pressure may have gotten to him. Look at what stress does to people. Yeah, I remembered I just called an applicant Ingrid instead of Astrid the other night due to my huge workload. Ugh.