Lame

This is lame. He is lame. My feeling is lame.

Well yeah it is abt my ex again like in my first post. Why I cant still get over him? Bcs this feeling is LAME.

and... Cant he be anymore ignorant abt his sorrounding? I was staying back at my school and a bumped into him bcs he have hockey's practice. Haaa.. And he act like nothing. He talk to me and joke arnd me and doesnt even feel a slight guilty toward me. Can I just punch him in the face? So yeah he kinda like to talk to me right now. He will greet me when we were bumping into each other and whenever I talk he will laugh or continue it. Isnt he just lame? 

Can he just do not show up in front of me. Dont even talk to me. It is hard. I even see his back until he is dissapear from my sight. It is really hard. I am having a mental breakdown whenever I meet him. Can he atleast care abt my feeling? My feeling towards him? I really want to move on. Really. But it seem I cant let him go that easily. I still love him. From the bottom of my heart I still hoping that he love me. But he wont. He is head over heels to that girl. 

 

Is my feeling lame? Am I lame? Is he lame or too dumb to think?

This post is lame. THIS IS JUST LAME.

 

 

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az_bjvip
#1
No, love is never lame... (^_^) don’t blame yourself for still loving him but you should be proud that you can love someone deeply and loyally..it’s hard to be like that... I know it’s really hard though I’m not in your shoes... :) so, cheer up....and your post isn’t lame and so your feeling...we need to share some things to lift the burden in our heart... <3

*it’s my opinion though..sorry if my words are offending you.. :)