SOOOOOOO I've been gone a while, I know. Blah.

I never ended up getting to finishing those xmas short fics, just...stuff happened that had me feeling like I had too much to deal with. I still kind of feel that way, now that I'm signing back on -_- like seriously, why make it a law to have people do this when all they do is not really help us at all and just give us hell? ugh. My current advisor was all /places face in hands/rub face/sigh and just made me feel like I was dumb as to be quite honest because I didn't know the -exact- times of transport. She has this idea that when I look for a job, I don't consider times....yeaaaah of course ==;; I really don't like this advisor since...ugh she doesn't seem to know what goes on 100%, like I even ASKED her something and she looked at me like I was crazy and ignored what I said. Also, the first time I had to meet with her, she shouted on me twice annnd I never heard her.... twice. But hey it's not her fault apparently, it's mine for not hearing how ing QUIET she shouted >_> what, am I suppose to have super hearing? Do you want me to go to the doctors for this too? Maybe if I wasn't sitting allllllll the way down the other freaking side of the room I may have heard her stupid quiet voice. She literally was like 'I shouted on you....twice! and you didn't hear me?' with an attitude ==; my previous advisor did say right enough that they lost sight of customer service in that place. They treat us more like bits of dirt, criminals and stuff and to top it off, they're going to be "revising" this year apparently about just who should be getting benefits? I am just so done with this lol.

Back to finding a job, and I almost had one until I found so many threads stating that it was nothing but a scam job (it explains why they're always looking for us desperate people to get a job --;; ) 

Anyhoo. I've got plans for this year, one of them being to draw more and to get more writing done and will finish a fic before actually moving onto one of the others *cough* I don't know if I'll write as much this year since I tend to get a bit burnt out recently when trying to write it. 

This year as well, I have a few personal goals, I won't go into detail. Just, if I'm not on much when I want to be, just take it as shizz happened and I'm going through a self stress thing....that or I've finally snapped and killed someone with a marshmallow or pea from a high rise building.