Waiting...

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WAITING...

It all started when I fell inlove with someone wierd, well that's what they called him but for me, he isn't wierd at all...well maybe a little bit. He's tall, handsome? , has milky white skin, pearly white teeth and his colour is light brown. Nice description isn't it?. 

Well, it started in a simple crush because when I was searching for him becaus we have a competition(something like that), and he was off to nowhere again. And when I found him I was scolding him like 'where the hell have you been!?' , then he just smiled at me and said sorry. I was looking at his eyes, his brown eyes, it tells how sincere he is when he says sorry and the smile, it captivates me. I was staring at him for long until I came out of my trance and I just replied 'it's fine', and that day I know and knew, I already fell.

We're not even close, I can't even say we're friends that time but, when he knew that I liked him, he started courting me. I was jumping out of joy and hapiness inside but i know we can't or I can't because I really need to finish my studies first before having a bf. Also, I don't even know him and so does he, so I rejected him the other day and I said we should start off as friends like getting to know each other. He again smiled at me, that smile that captures me and said 'its okay, I'll wait'..

Time passed by and I can say that, he really loves me, from the things he gave, sweet words he said and the effort to wait for me. But then, he has this girl bestfriend who I know likes him also, and i got jealous though I don't have the right to. But I brushed off the idea and just let him court me, although I already said many times that we can't. You know the feeling of you can't but you want? yeah something like that......

A year passed and he has to go far from me, when I heard the news I feel really down. When it's our farewell party already and his last day here, I planned something to give back the efforts he had made, I'll tell him my feelings.

We settled at the bench near the C.R(yeah it's a resort so there's something like that) I was kind of wounded because I accidentally tripped on something and he was there, worried but still smiling like he wanted to encourage me. There was this time when my other classmate was also wounded and that girls gets a nice treatment like everbody cares for her, but when it's me who's wounded it's like nobody cares at all, and that angers him a bit and said..

"When it was........you're giving her a nice treatment *mumbles* but when it's (me) it's like nothing"

He mumbled the last part but I still heard it and I smiled, sweet isn't it. He applied aome alcohol into my wound and i was just staring at him. After that, I said it finally, the three magic words

"I love you" I whispered in his ear

I run away not minding my wound and went back to the pool smiling like hell, and I know he was stunned after that. He called me again and gave something to me, it was a letter full of I love You's, then i said..

"But we still can't, I just want you to know my feelings towards you."

He just nodded and smiled, then it's time for him to go, we hugged each other. The hug didn't last long because it's a little too awkward for us then I mumbled something after we pulled out..."Can I have one more"..I guess he didnt' hear it so I just waved goodbye to him. And I dind't know that goodbye was more than that..

 

Three days had passed and we're chatting right now, until he came up to a topic where my heart would be torn apart

"Hey I like someone"

"Who?" I replied

"My bestfriend....."

That's it, he flooded me 'sorry's' and 'i didn't mean to hurt you' but I couldn't care less. I replied if you're happy with her then go..I was crying infront of my computer that time, I felt like I was betreyad, after I told him I love him that's all he's gonna say.....

The next day, I was silent, then I found the friends of the bestfriend of my love. They said that my love and his bestfriend are already together yesterday......That's it, but I didn't cry that time, I feel like I was lost of tears.......We didn't have any communications then...but I still miss and love him...

 

Then the communication came back, we began chatting and like we're friends or something, He had Gf's but now he's single...Everytime we would chat I'll ask him if he has Gf's lol! I still love him actually, we didn't talk about our past that much, heck we didn't talk about that at all. But he once asked me if I already moved on, and I can't answer so he changed the topic.....

Right now I can say that we're good as friends but, I'm still hoping and waiting for him to come back here, and start all over again.....

 

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Taeny_1127 #1
ayos lng yn! makaka move-on dn tyo :D mg post k dn ng picture nya pra alm nmin ung ichura nya haha :P