Guys, I have a problem. It's a very stupid, teenage-angsty-girl problem and I hate it.

See, I liked my best friend for two years and only just recently got over him. And I told myself at the beginning of the school year that I was done liking people. It's too much stress, drama, and I always end up with a broken heart. My past relationship wise is pretty discouraging as well as filled with s.

And right after getting over my friend (through many tireless attempts I may add) I started liking another guy who I've barely spoken to. He suddenly just started talking to me and being nice to me and it kills me. And then I'm like damn I told myself not to do this again.

And

and then

and then wait

there's more

I started liking another guy too. Both are older than me and extremely attractive. The second one, I had kind of talked to before and he tried to get me to join his club and I always see him in the halls. And then I thought "well I see him every day in the hall and make eye contact I might as well be friendly and smile". And then he smiled back. And he smiled at me again later that day in class. And I just went

oh

oh no

nononononononononononononononono

Guys I hate this.

STAHP!!!!!!!!!!