I'm just wondering... Have any of you guys been that 'forever friend-zoned' person? Like, pretend you have this friend, and everyone expect him/her to like you. But in the end, he actually likes your other friend. Then you end up being this love guru who gives advice and all. 

Don't get me wrong. I'm not being mad at anyone, it's just.. I find it irritating. It's their life, and they expect me to do everything. Like once, my friend asked me to speak to this guy. And being caught up with work, I didn't have the time. One day she came up to me and was like "Did you talk to him, yet?" Since I didn't, I said "Not yet." Then she got all pissed off! I mean god. She asked for the favor, right?! 

Now, alot of people say I won't like anyone who's my friend. That's untrue! I mean, you never know. I could find a friend who I turn out to have a crush on.. I'm still a girl! I'm still a human being with feelings...

But these days, I feel like I'm turning into Tinkerbell. I feel like I know how she felt. Tinkerbell's feelings weren't fully exposed in the story Peter Pan. Yes, she did get jealous and tried to sabotage Wendy and all... but does that mean she LIKED him? It could simply be the feeling of being alone. That's how I feel. 

Everyone expect me to help them, to make sure they get the person they like. But what about myself? Don't I have a say in it too? As much as I try to tell them if I can or can't do, it won't even matter. I once told my friend "I don't even know her!" Do you know what he said? "Well, get to know her. Like, add her on Facebook?" -_- I had enough.

Sometimes I wonder if they're friends with me because of who I am, or because they feel like they could take advantage of me. Well, NEWS FLASH, I'm not that easy, at all.

Sorry guys, just a little blabber. I felt like I need to let it out... /sighs Teenagers can be so dramatic huh?