Depression.
I don't usually write blogs.
Just stories when I'm happy and all. The past few weeks haven't been very good to me.
Reality is something that makes you grow up fast, too fast.
I don't really know what to expect when I turn 18 and go to live out on my own. To be honest, I think I won't make it by 18, what if I die before 18?
Sounds better, but I'm still here for a reason. Maybe for good or for bad. Who knows. *sigh*
Well anyway, if I haven't introduced myself to you, if anyone reads this;
My name is Jamie and I'm an only child. I reside in the USA and I'm 16 years old. I enjoy Kpop way too much and I guess you could say it's an obsession. It's the only thing that makes me smile these days.
Anyway, I have one true friend in reality. She might be taking me in because of the things going on in my family. Everyone says "You're brave, you're taking this well."
"You're only 16? You have the maturity of someone in their mid 20's."
Well, I guess that's what they think but I'm not brave. I'm not smart either. For s sake I can barely multiply. Simple math I can't even do. I live with a 13 year old and he's smarter than I.
It's really sad.
My existence is sad.
Recently I have been diagnosed with depression. I have to go to therapy. And what's even worse, there might be something wrong with me. I have to do some blood tests and I'm afraid...who would be? But this is life.
Life's a
And I can't do anything about it.
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