Teacup, teacup, teacup. Look, I can't stop talking and thinking about him now. He's being extremely bothering. 

As much as I too get happy from him being nice to me, I'm really annoyed. To me it feels like he's faking it.

Well, he didn't do so much to me today except I was walking behind him at the end of the day and I was thinking he wouldn't have noticed. So we were coming up to the bus lines and I wanted to split ways as soon as I could but wow, a bit of a good timing he stopped me and I just pushed my way thinking maybe he didn't know I was behind him. But after that he shot me a smile, since I was looking at him just to make sure if he did notice me, and then he came up to me and asked for a hi-five. What? Really now?

In the bus lines he also came to me again. If you looked at my previous post (or was it?) I took a pin on his bag. It was pikachu by the way. He asked for it and I laughed and got it out of the pocket of my backpack. Then I tried pinning it to his bag and he WAS SO SO CLOSE TO ME I COULD FEEL HIS BREATH AND HE WAS SO FOCUSED ON MY FINGERS I STARTED FEELING SHY, but yeah I failed pinning it on so he told me to give it to him later. 

Also, we were playing flappy bird lol, pretty popular now ha! I could've beaten everyone since they only got up to 5, 4, 3, 2 and 1. Like really, I could do better than that ///flips hair.

When our bus was called I wanted to play flappy bird on my friend's iPhone and teacup came in beside me and took the phone off of me and said "Let's take a picture together!" and my expression was shocked but I'm like ok how about never. And he looked at me and asked if I was shy or nervous or embarrassed, which was true. I WAS NERVOUS so I started stuttering and saying "No, I just don't like to take pictures." but in the stuttering tone. I would've made him thought that I like him if I keep acting this way. Honestly, I'm really awkward and quiet in real life. I have no social skills.

Then while walking he rested his elbow on my shoulder and was forcing me down with it. Gosh, still hurts. AND HE STILL CALLS ME A BABY. APPARENTLY I SOUND LIKE ONE THAT'S A BIT MEAN TBH. Not gonna lie, that really hurts.

We're still walking okay, this walking marathon will not end just yet. So then after he started patting my head and told me my head was really hot and yeah he told me that I got what he meant. I know what you meant. You're speaking proper english yeah.

ANYWAYS. NO, I don't think I like him again. Oh gosh, forbid that from happening. 

Just that I'm bothered by his sudden change of attitude since he was a total jerk to me last year and the year before. Had to put up with that attitude for a very long time.

And also, a bonus, teacup's friend "A" was my classmate last year. He makes me a bit....sad? He thinks of me as annoying and you know, mean. I'm not even mean. When he was asking for something that I had but that thing wasn't actually mine so I wanted to go ask permission if he could borrow it, he then started calling me mean like really? Are you for realsies?

I was happy when he was gonna move schools but that ain't happening. I was thinking he'd see me differently this year, and maybe change like teacup has.

SOBS okay, I'm getting sad already hah.