She's the most beautiful girl I've never seen. 

 

You might think that I'm crazy saying that she's beautiful even though I haven't seen her yet but it's true. She really is. 

 

I say that she's beautiful. Gorgeous even, because of what she is in the inside. She's more than what people see on the outside.

 

She's thoughtful. She likes to put my needs and feelings first before hers that sometimes I get mad at her for not considering how she feels. 

 

She's caring. I remember her saying that she wanted to be the one who got hurt instead of me 'cause she can't stand it when I am. She was upset that when I sprained my ankle she couldn't take care of me even though she wanted to. She always reminds me to take my medicine whenever I'm sick and recommend me some whenever I don't know what to take. 

 

She's smart. There are times where I have a hard time with my homework and she wants to help but I refuse because it's embarrassing for me. She's my nerd. I love her for being one. 

 

She has a great voice. I love it when we talk to each other on the phone and when she sings for me. She might say that she's not a good singer but I love her singing voice. Her voice relaxes me and it manages to make me sleepy. 

 

She has problems. Everyone has problems right? But knowing her problems make(s) me love her more. I don't know why but when I found out her problems, it made me want to be there for her more. I wanted to protect her from her ex and everyone else who wants her gone in this world. I never want to lose her. 

 

Her past. She has a hard time letting go of it but I always help her and she's getting better. She says that everyone's bound to leave but I'm here to prove that not everyone leaves. I'll be with her till her last breath. 

 

She's sweet. It's the simple things that get me. Really. There was this one time that we were talking on the phone and I fell asleep but when I woke up, she was still there. It really touched me 'cause she could have just ended the call since I was sleeping already but she didn't. Her simple I love yous still has an effect on me till this very day. I don't know why but whenever she says that, I smile. I guess that it makes me happy that someone loves me like she does. 

 

I love her so much and I'll never stop. I'll always be there for her even though she pushes me away. I'll always try to make her smile even though it's my fault that she's upset. She's someone I'd always remember. She's someone I'd talk about to my friends and smile whenever I think of our memories. If people would ask me what the definition of perfect is, I'd just describe her. She's perfect to me. She doesn't even know how lucky I am to have her because she downgrades herself. She's everything that I want. 

 

 

She's my first love. 

 

 

 

 

 

I'll always love you, Aj. 

 

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