It's 23:55 in my country, the last five minutes of my 15th Birthday! 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR ME!!!!

I am so happy today, I had received a lot of heart-whelming greetings from my friends and family, Joujou made me a lovely and a very touching blog that left me in the verge of crying, Lez sent me a text that took me to the seventh heaven, and my family made me a small party and each membere of my family gave me a very special gift that made me joyeful and content, many of my friends wished me a happy birthday on facebook or by phone and I was truly happy I felt loved 

And I want to thank all these wonderful people who are surrounding me, I am a very lucky girl to have all these loving persons by my side I really appreciate it.. the only one who didn't tell me anything was my own boyfriend, ironic much ... I didn't talk to him since yesterday !! I think he died in the way home, that's possible 

Well I want to reply to Joujou and Lez and Nurul Izzah Herman a.k.a BF_minwoo61995 as the three of them are Aff users:

Lezly: you sent me your message around 00:00 but sorry I was asleep so I read it at 10 this morning, but reading it I had a very good morning I was very happy!! and I want to tell you that you are the world to me too! even when I always tease you and annoy you I know that deep inside you know that I love you and will always do! and my sister was right; after ALL what you had done too me, have I ever done something back for you? it's just that you never ask, but please don't hesitate if you need anything just tell me and if I am capbale of doing it I'll try my best and I know whatever I do you deserve more, you are a very important and special person in my life and I can never imagine living a life without you, it would be a living-hell and I am very lucky to have you in my life, you are the best friend, sister and husband anyone can have, hope we will never be apart, I LOVE YOU MY SWEET CUP-CAKE <3 <3 :*

Joujou: Today I was quite sad when I didn't see any message or call from you, but when I read your blog I seriously was in the verge of crying, 11 years of friendship and still going, our bound is unbreakable, we went through a lot together, you were always by my side suppourting me, you were always the first one I seek help from, you just stayed by my side being yourself and that's all I needed, my unnie beside me, nothing can top that, even LAY the idol, if they make me marry him but never seeing you again, I would rather see you and be your friend than marrying someone who I can't even communicate with for god's sake, I just wish with all my heart that we will always stay like this, best friends who have connected brains and we will grow old together and we will laugh at how much ugly we became and we will remember these moments together while laughing at our weird life, it will be the ideal life, no? Well there is a lot left unsaid but I know with our connected brains you will be able to understand it all, well what's left for now is I LOVE YOU UNNIE <3 <3 YOU ARE SO FAB :* :*

Nurul Izzah Herman: Unfortunately we didn't get the chance to talk much these days, I missed our weird conversations, it always leaves me laughing at my weirdness and your cuteness, I am very happy that I know you and become your friend, I hope that we will always be close in hearts even when we are far in reality, Thank you so much for everything I love you <3 <3

Oh and I wanna say to Kim I-na that even when you forgot my birthday I am not mad at you, cause you are so cute to be mad at, and I know your birthday is close too and no I didn't foget it :p Anyway I really am glad and thankful for being your friend, you are an amazing and wonderful person that I am yearning to meet, even when we are in the same country the distance is still far, but I will always have this little hope of meeting you, but till then let's keep being the good friend we are and love each other forever and I hope I am being as a good friend as you are to me, I always thank god that he crossed our paths, I am very lucky to have you in my life, I LOVE YOU <3 <3 <3