I'm sure you all already know this... but I know people who try so hard to keep strong and bottle it all in, and trust me, it doesn't feel good when you reach your limit...

So I had a little cry today, no special reason...

Well, it's just one of those moments...

I was cleansing my face and taking my eyeliner off :') I had to look up and it creased my forehead and it hurt...

Whenever I frown, it hurts :') You see I used to be such an angry little kid, alway frowning at my parents, and my Grandad told me to stop doing that or I'll get wrinkles on my face :o I don't have many reasons to frown nowadays so I'm thankful... 

He passed away 2 years ago due to cancer :( I never got to say goodbye properly because old naive me believed he was going to get better... but he didn't and the Lord took him...

I'm not angry, I just really, really miss him. He was always so happy and smiling.. omg, I'm crying again haha

He was the one who taught me how to tie a tie :') So every morning when I do up my school tie I remember him :)

It hurts when it suddenly hits you that you're never going to see that person again, y'know?

I'm sorry this post is so depressing :/ I know for a fact that some of my readers or friends on here are having a hard time whether it's within their family or in school - It'll get better I promise... I hope you guys have strength whether it's in the form of music, books or support from your friends, you'll be rewarded in the end :)

Remember what they say: when life throws you lemons, make sweet, sweet lemonade

Love you guys ♥︎

On the brighter side: guys I finally got a job!! It's with a photography company that I volunteered for a couple of years ago ^_^ They're going to train me (and pay me too) so I'm so excited!! eeeps!! XD I'm going to be attending weddings and taking photos! gah! hahaha :')

Anyway... sorry for the nonsensical chattering... haha