Nightmare.
Title: Nightmare.
By: Ann.
Running, running, running even more, just to reach you who's becoming a fading
figure in that glowing horizon...
You keep on disappearing and I keep on trying to catch you, when will I ever be
able to hold onto you? Why not let me embrace you and feel content by your existence?
I wake up, my sweat making my face and neck glisten, I silently cry as the
same nightmare takes control over my slumber tonight...
Illusions filling my mind till the brim, can't decide whether it's my nightmare that I'm seeing or reality—both situations make me realize that I can't have you anymore, that you're not there
anymore to hold me tight and wipe those tears that burn my eyes more than fire could...
I can't resist the urge to go to sleep again, because even though you're not even
really beside me, at least I can see that shadow of yours; I feel comforted by the
mere thought of it near me...
I spend the day waiting at the very same spot that you left me at, hoping that you'd
comeback and all those nightmares were the
real delusions, that they're all fake....
As sky's darken to a royal navy-blue, you still haven't come to hold my
hand to wake me up. Are you really not there anymore? My chest aches at the thought
and I quickly dismiss it as if it wasn't ever there and leave with false hopes that I can't help but to have.
I wake up tonight, sweat making my face and neck glisten, I cry silently but my
emotions are failing me and I find myself laughing as those cruel tears fall
freely and stain my sleeping gown...
It's the exact nightmare that has been depriving me from my peaceful sleep, yet I'm
happy to have it, it's what you do to me, making me desperate
for you even in my dreams...
Note: Kill me!! Kill me! This feels so sad!! Wanna cry! Drop some thoughts maybe?
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