Okay. So I recently found EXO. Twelve amazing ideas and beautiful stories waiting to happen. But then, I look back, and I see the regretfully slow uploads of Fanfiction.net and wattpad. I'm so so sorry.

Loneliness 

Bitterness

Sacrifice

and so many, many more, oh my god. I'm going to cry. 

i swear, I have ADHD. My attention, and inspiration just seems so divergent and scattered. It almost bothers me that my stories are not viewed as well in Asianfanfics. It's arrogant to want to think I'll get the same views I've had on wattpad, or support on Fanfiction. I can't help but yearn for the same 300,000 views on wattpad. 

gah. 

let me cry in peace.