I had always wanted to find the account of the person for whom aff was made for. and I did. a few minutes ago. you know she has passed away, right? I clicked the profile, and oh god, it was so sad. it's really depressing to see a wall full of rest-in-peace wishes. it really broke my heart. and when I saw nichiren's message on her wall, I couldnt hold it anymore, and I cried. this is so sad. forgive me for being so emotional. god bless her soul.