So, I've been talking to my friend a lot. His name...well, we'll call him Tony (lol! Best name ever) and well, he'd a very good friend of mine. Also, he's my older sister's boyfriend xD

Our family is quite weird. I won't get into details..maybe in the future. My sister (We'll call her Miki because I like that name.) said it's good for me to share my feelings and stuff because I'm a really reserved persn.

I've talked a lot of Tony because in some ways he's a bit like me and my sister Miki. We are really good friends and a while ago, I told him that I'm scared.

He asked me why and I said that I'm scared that I might be suffering from depression. At first he was quite shocked since he suffers from it but he told me to get help if I really think I am.

Well, just yesterday he said that there's a high possibility I do because I shouldn't be planning for my death and telling him what to do when I die. (For me, I think it's normal but hey! Apparently telling him to look for a folder in my room filled wih my secrets when I die isn't the norm.)

I'm not saying it's a bad thing but 'm not really sure what to do. I dont like talking to random people about my life, I don't like doing those kind of things but if I am, I am, right? I'll still be and act the same! I'll still be the Alice you all know I am~ I might have some bad days but the only person I tell is Tony xD

I wanted to tell you guys this because apparently it's good to share. But I don't know.. I feel like sharing means giving other people my burden and well, I think you've all got enough on your hands. I'll rather you give me yours than me giving you mine.

I'm really happy to have him as a friend even though he's less responsible than he sounds in this post xDD He's a really good friend and I'm happy to have him and my sister together. (If it wasn't him, I would have had to go on a full background check! LOL!)